The escape

Houdini must be my idol of late. He never fail to amaze me with his incredible ways to escape. Tortoise must be my favourite animal too. Underneath the hardy shell, is fragile body n soul, and of cos a hiding place. Ostrich is probably my mascot for we both have equally big bodies and loves to bury our heads when faced with dangers.

Why the negativity, you may ask. I find it quite hard lately, to lift my moods. I think this must be the effects of prolonged cheerfulness. It can get pretty challenging to find ways and reasons to constantly be smiling, chirping bright "hi!!!!" or throwing head back to laugh. Ya, I used to enjoy these acts cos they were my "trademarks". But maybe age has caught up with me. Or am I getting into the defiant mood? As what a fren said to me recently, "just be urself". I started thinking pretty hard. Am I not myself? Or, my innermost actually wants me to live for myself? Hv commented to me," ya, think..., think more things and make urself unhappy". Hahaha, that's mocking at me lor.

Hence, I have decided to treat myself better. Go on 2 days leave to rediscover myself. I duno what good things will arise from there but at least, hopefully this break will "give me a break" from the knotty issues that's been weighing me down. Quite nice to 偶而 犹豫一下. Hahaha!!!!

Ok, I can feel myself happier now. There! I just knew myself well. Can't talk, just blog. :)