Monday, April 21, 2008

Misunderstanding

I was typing 2 paras and decided to delete them off... decided that it might do me more harm than good if i were to spell out my unhappiness.

Its proven already, that as much as many pple adore me (hahaha, dun say i buay paiseh), there will bound to be pple who cannot appreciate me for who i am... be it whether my presence is actually helping them to relieve their work load or enabling them more chances and spare time to do more events to gather more sales. And what would these type of pple do to openly show their dislikes? Find all sorts of troubles for me to do lor.

Since Jan till now, the hostility btw the 2 women seemed to intensify as more shows were put up. One hated the other for stealing away a lucrative part of her business. The other feels upset cos she's being misunderstood. One keeps finding faults and the other keeps trying to shield the many daggers flying her way. One chut-s different "patterns" during every show and the other always racks her brains to counter her patterns. One will never fail to scheme to cheat and the other would always need to be on her toes and hv eyes wide open to catch the "thieving" moments.

Close Fren chided me before that I am overly sensitive, but heck, thats becos i have never told him the whole story. Anyway, what can he do? Nothing. Every week, i would be using lots of impolite description to narrate whatever irritating stuff the other would do. Even hb, the nice man, got pissed off many many times.

All i wanna announced here is that i dun easily succumb to defeats and not especially when the other party is clearly the main culprit causing drifts betw me n my clients-turned-frens. But, just stop saying i m sensitive. Its either u believe me or not. Why do we let some silly outsider affect our decade long frenship? And dun tell me,"there u see, why u overly sensitive?" Its simple. I dun complain becos I knw it wuld be difficult for u as u will be in between us. But really, just dun say i think too much. Kena too many sabos liao. We have learnt to be smart.

Think i must seriously review,,,,

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